26th November 05

From the top of my head:

0. 12.57pm. mum comes into the room to ask what i want for lunch. I havent even had my breakfast and she doesnt know.

1. titles are so difficult to think of now. so dates will suffice.

2. Accounting exams are on Tuesday, not Thursday. So it means i have to start preparation today.

3. The exams end on Friday.

4. I'll be talking to Jinny on Friday, but then again im not sure because Jinny hasnt contacted me in ages. I cannot complain because i did walk away in the first place.

I'd like to be with you, but theres also a part of me that knows its not going to work. I need a companion, someone who can walk beside me, someone who will understand. I dont think you do.

Jinny - I miss you still.

5. Was talking to Roy last night. He told me something that left me with a very heavy heart. And i trust Roy because he knows much more than i do, from a different point of view, and i respect that.

My concepts of love and friendship are not compromised. I know exactly what im doing. I also have the utmost respect for her. Is it wrong only because it seems wrong to everyone else?

I will do something about it.

6. Tze, intentions are mostly good, as they are right now. But its true. no one is happy.